IndieAgora

8:44 to 11:10 through to 12:15 where he transitions into an ad even though he has so much money already from years of constant ads and deals and very successful "merch" sales, the ad itself has totally disgusting images to see in the context of just talking about the immense human suffering underway again after so much for now 2 years and an earlier portion where "death and destruction" was pridefully praised by the U.S. Secretary Of Defense who is mainly a media personality, 1:09 you can see how they speak about the mass casualties they are happy to inflict and the terror they are bringing to the population.

The guy bringing the news to the YouTube people is such a cynical and mercenary "lesser evil" goon and " blindfolded team player" that he won't even listen to or comprehend how insensitive and sickening that ad placement is.

https://www.jns.org/weather-channel-apo ... -campaign/

They call a cultural piece of clothing an automatic threat, even if it means virtue signalling in support of human rights against heinous abuses and war crimes.

https://www.aljazeera.com/amp/opinions/ ... the-savage

https://www.reuters.com/article/world/u ... BRE88N10W/

"
Mel Moore, 29, a sports agent, said: "It's not right, but it's freedom of speech. To put it on a poster is just not right. But it caught my attention and I support freedom of speech, so you got to live with it."
"

Yet a piece of patterned fabric causes a ban and requires an apology? I am supposed to feel creative somehow? I feel f*cling fury at the putrid double standards, the racist hate, and are these the people meant to consume my products or work and derive pleasure from such? They don't deserve spit, but they should eat sh*t. How can I feel like making something for me, for myself to enjoy even, under these conditions and in these circumstances while things like this have been going on, it has completely disrupted the course of everything and my desire to communicate in any way with these mainstream societies and cultures or even ti meet their standards or produce more of art of their kind, but really anything at all when people like this exist and could even steal or be inspired or profit from anything made at all that they might lay their r*pacious sights on.

These sick f*cks have been causing endless disruptions with their racism and fake and staged terror since before the Lavon Affair and attack on the USS Liberty Days, then years upon years of terrorizing the public and racist targeting of people and fear-mongering non-stop, and they will NEVER stop until people finally stop them and are allowed to recognize them for what they have been forcing people to deny, which is ever clearer and fully in view.

It is extremely difficult for me, when civilians are being massacred in huge numbers non-stop, and lives of innocents are being brought to ruin and families are being traumatized, to feel like doing much of anything, to want to look at or contribute to "the arts" or feel like being creative or to draw pictures or make enjoyable music to feel pleasure with when people are dying and I am so unhappy and angry.

I felt like puking when this guy was talking about horrific things then brainlessly did an ad for tickets for shows like for Lady Gaga, and that even the money related to those events will contribute to these mass killings through the taxes misappropriated from them and put towards so much harm and threatening everyone.

How am I supposed to, and now for years, get motivated or feel like fun or play or entertainment or distraction or stimulation when people have been crying out for years and children are being slaughtered by a machine run by inhuman people profiting from it all? How can I stomach it and just make fun Star Wars type stuff or give a sh*t about anything while that has been going on and nothing is being done about it? How do I laugh even at a time like that?







So who can take all this, and feel like being creative and making entertaining or amusing things, or even thinking except maybe for the sake of escapism? I can barely even think at all, I just feel so damn sick because I'm a sensitive person who can barely stomach food while people are being blown apart and their blood and guts is covering all kinds of debris from industrialized "civilization".

How do I become insensitive so that I can enjoy video games or movies where people are similarly harmed for entertainment and pleasure?

I've added to the previous post, in case edited in sections were missed, if they are of interest to anyone. You'll notice that the amount of my writing will be increasing again, and will soon hopefully completely overtake illustrative "evidence" or references. I may even entirely drop providing easy reference links so that people may have to look up anything themselves, which I expect they are unlikely to. Con artists like this are currently ruling the world and looked to for all the answers and decisions:



This is what many feel like art and even art for therapy amounts to.

Whoever can feel fine robbing people at a time like this have to be feeling a lot better about what is going on that I do.

How does this motivate me to be creative at all and produce something for a world shared by things and people like this (I posted the picture for the comments especially):

https://i.postimg.cc/x1Z7jy1T/Screensho ... 010058.png



https://i.postimg.cc/PJc3fddb/Screensho ... 011102.png

The way tech savvy people sometimes talk about normal people nauseates me. Elitist and pretentious. They should be strapped with all their machinery and rocketed off the planet, because technology is always abused by demonic miscreants, and no one can have anything so long as vile abusers are ready to exploit people with their gadgets, we have to go back to the stocks and the stones because of how power is handed over to a small elite by these means and powers which they best wield while we are all at their mercy largely, they hold the keys and we are given crumbs that we start to rely on and which are stripped from us leaving us weaker than ever and all the strength collected with those wishes us to be totally dehumanized and objectified exhaustively exploited slaves.



All this is stuff people have produced or done, but the sharing is not going well, it is all the opposite of right and good, and participating at all in a society that does any of these things is pretty sickening, it is hard to want to make anything any more if it is going to be wasted, going to be enjoyed by people who we would never want them near us or laying eyes on anything of ours or from us or part of us, the whole good will towards people that is what art and communication might require near the foundation of it if not as the foundation of it has been uprooted.

They've shut us out of the conversation by making the metaphorical forum or marketplace totally spammed with hateful things that make the prospects and rewards for our efforts more like punishments.

That is besides the point of not even feeling like making anything in a world that makes one feel so miserable, or while feeling at rock bottom while waiting to be targeted along with the rst who are being systematically slaughtered at any moment and seemingly mostly at random.

All the "art" production is supposedly for then, all the enjoyment for them, even portions of the profit from anything goes to them and towards are suffering and demise, so why contribute? They really, really, really are destroying everything and life itself everywhere for everyone. Like they just showed how you can not even trust fast food, so that people just hide away in their decrepit hovels with what they've collected of old media, ignoring the screams and cries outside until discovered or poisoned through the water supply or something.

https://youtu.be/-Mv6eEQAeNE?si=7_UiLjjIHDpfCHw9?feature=shared



"

Then I put my codes

In the machine

But the world I found was made

Of faulty dreams (of faulty dreams)

I was on my own there

In the psychic silence

I was looking out for

Some other kite to

Fly out of the doldrums

And recall the log

From the early database

Of your love (of your love)

Fairy-like companions

To the dark maths that catapult

Us into imagined worlds

Seems a mockery remote

Interlocking cluster bombs

"Like drum and bass, " I thought

Close the wells of poison

Fill them up with love

I was on my own there

I was all alone

I got lost, intangible

But that's the place you reach when

You can't help yourself anymore

And the madness comes

You'll be falling into the

Bass and drum (bass and drum)

Fairy-like companions

To the dark maths that catapult

Us into imagined worlds

Seems a mockery remote

'Cause I got no choice in it

And I'm not so cold

I could look you in the eye

And not recall (and not recall)

Don't think that my heart is a

Sad affair without you

Individual actions

Change the world

Fill them up with love

"



My posts can be considered Socratic dialogues with myself also.

https://youtu.be/POK7OvKZQ9E?si=fLlVPhGqD58lMcqA?feature=shared

Omg, is there any good freaking story in existence anymore?

https://youtu.be/rw4f8c6h90A?si=aecfEGl0KYCeOXYI?feature=shared

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8aL--3mCPk

I liked it! It had some really enjoyable moments how they synced up.

This was mentioned in one of the few videos up there:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ides_of_March

Made this today (image attached, probably at bottom of this post).

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[quote]kFoyauextlH wrote:
How can I feel like making something for me, for myself to enjoy even, under these conditions and in these circumstances while things like this have been going on, it has completely disrupted the course of everything and my desire to communicate in any way with these mainstream societies and cultures or even ti meet their standards or produce more of art of their kind, but really anything at all when people like this exist and could even steal or be inspired or profit from anything made at all that they might lay their r*pacious sights on.[/quote]

I am going to suggest you try and see it as a form of resistance. Make angry art about how fucked up this all is, that's how you feel, use it. This is where the phrase 'use it or lose it' is completely wrong. Use your despair and anger to make something.... Not to feel better and forget about how fucked things are, but to help yourself from being over powered by it.

That's if you want to. But "art" is very easy to consign to the dustbin as a waste of time, in times like these, I mean look at how Hitler and Trump treat it.

There are other alternatives of course, such as going out into the community and actively doing something. So I've heard, I haven't.

Did a search on youtube for "being creative in times of war". The result of course is a TED talk :eyeroll: Oh well, here it is, if you can stomach it (not sure I can, have never watch longer than 30s of a TED talk haha).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XZ9z6OewR0

"We have art in order not to die of the truth"
https://www.socratic-method.com/quote-meanings-interpretations/friedrich-nietzsche-we-have-art-in-order-not-to-die-of-the-truth-2

Great post and lots of food for thought, I appreciate it greatly and will be thinking about all this very seriously!

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/QeLgEBMVMJQ