IndieAgora

Do you actually watch every video you post, from start to end? No wonder you hate the world! Personally, I prefer to not absorb all this shit social media pushes down our throats. There is of course content with value, which is why I've chosen to limit how much time I spend on social media rather than give it up entirely. I've set up a system to block social media websites (including this one) for chunks of time throughout the day, the amount of time they're unblocked is about an hour at a time. I can of course unblock them myself, but the easiest way for me to unblock them during the time when they should be blocked only gives me a small window of a few minutes. Consuming all this content, you're becoming a product of said capitalist society. I generally refuse to waste my time engaging with content just to see what content other people engage with. It's completely dire. It's like an alien world to me, some of the stuff I've seen from your posts. I guess most of it is the extremities of society. Taken out of context quite often. I hate reaction videos especially when they set themselves up as the superior being, as if they're a god looking down from the heavens on their subjects, watching their antics, the antics which [[[[[[[ lost word,,,, meaning arisen, unforeseen behaviour, a system which produces behaviour that could not have been predicted ]]]]]]]..

Excellent. Can you describe your system in case we can adopt it? Yes, I watch all this despicable sh*t painstakingly from beginning to end, but mercifully sometimes speed it up while being sure I don't miss any single drop of the poison. What I get in return is what one might expect exactly to their endless surprise, the intense suffering of ingesting poison. It repeatedly chants how there is no hope whatsoever and that everything we were accustomed to is becoming worse and we are helplessly being surrounded and are prey to be abused and slaughtered one way or another and in every way imaginable, and any complaint about these things to authorities is met with being ignored or targeted because the authorities are the very people setting up the traps around every corner and throughout every aspect of our existence. If we try to resist or run for office, we will be met with extreme responses and our lives will most likely be made worse and ruined and every opportunity to be attacked and insulted and that we are deprived of resources and opportunities will be taken, and we will have no freedom as we will be spied upon even more carefully than any anonymous criminal, all for wanting to fight against dangerous changes and for a difference.

The picture of the world being presented right now, possibly more than ever before in history and with more reach than ever before and more pressure from more people than ever before saying similar things, is possibly the worst it has ever been worldwide and getting consistently more terrible by the day.

There is no option really except doing what you've chosen to do, which is yo largely limit the intake of the painful poison or to just cut it out entirely and live oblivious to it, which is just as well for us since we don't plan on doing a thing about any of it, nor do we feel we can.

I never watched the news for decades, but they pulled me in with news for my survival with Covid stuff and new things constantly that were meant to inform my decisions, like not being caught off guard doing something that might get me in trouble, it became an international experiment in population control and authority.

During that time, Is kept harassing people every year, seemingly escalating but covering up new events by repeating the same things so older stories cover up the newer ones in search results. Then they started what they did, the most heinous thing in recent human history, and have not ceased since. More and more gets exposed about how A.I. is being used against the prople by the very same. That has been most of the news, with the protests seemingly achieving little to nothing overall and then briefly switching over yo ICE protests and immigration things and now back to Is and American war crimes, which were also protested 25 years ago but the little babies speaking sagely about all that seem to have scarcely been informed of such. Probably the majority of my life has been wasted hearing about and hiding from or maneuvering in certain ways due to these constant threats from these people, and it isn't expected to ever stop until something big overthrows them all, which seems very unlikely with the way people are, especially niw, and the huge imbalances in power and weaponry meaning resistance or attempts to thoroughly stop hijacked offices mean certain death for people, and evrn more so once the killer drones and robots are officially unleashed upon the public everywhere.

So, this site is probably the last place I'll ever express myself, as I have little hope overall of being able to achieve anything. I have stopped all other forms of creativity and feel even less capable than ever before because of how the constant instability and hopelessness seems like there is no point to make things that others may see if they aren't going to see it, do it is easier to just imagine things and not move a muscle, just to lay here frozen and awaiting the end, lost in conscious and deliberate dreams while awake, as sleep can mot be trusted to provide anything but more uncontrolled nightmares.

I'm planning on, regardless of how much poison I may still be taking in, reducing all that on this site, possibly even to zero from me, which should make this place feel less like social media or an opening for evil stuff coming through and disturbing your peace and more like an innocuous and benign "safe space" to think about things, which it was meant to be, though news things would come up here and there nearly a decade ago but not nearly as much as now with this recent barrage of posting all the stuff, and I've not evrn been posting all that I see, just a tiny fraction of it overall that I think may be of interest or fot with a theme that I see in some thread or try to bring up or illustrate through things in a video or article.

I really despise it all. I also watch for good news but it never comes, and some of what I would likely consider good news is disaster for the wicked scum who are involved with all the bad news, not that they would ever honestly announce things not going their way, since all the news is coming from them and the whole purpose seems to be to demoralize and leave completely barren of all hope the entire world population, though at the very least it does seem to have filled most everyone with hate, and most importantly hate for the elites and the people linked to all this misery and suffering, whereas before people lived their lives largely not thinking too much about any of these things or knowing about such things and never really thinking about all these despicable "powerful people" who seem to be targeting them to inflict suffering on as many as possible, directly or due to empathy and fear. I wish that the hatred could lead to some good, but it seems to lead to nothing at all, just a lot of complaining and no one, not even the more capable or wealthy who likewise complain, achieving a single thing to make for improvements or favorable change.

So upcoming is that I'll be wiping out a good portion of sh*t that has been posted when it brings up evil pieces of sh*t who are going to be scanning and monitoring things they become aware of which speak negatively about them.

There will be a drastic drop, possibly to a complete stop of any news media related to political things from me.

All that might be within this month.

The content on this site will likely continue to be about philosophy, magic, art, religion or spirituality, and certain aspects of art culture and popular culture related to art and entertainment, like films and music, focused on the good, inspiring, and enjoyable, rather than the bad and unpleasant, though such may still come up but hopefully not majorly focused upon except for notes about things I may like to remember to avoid.

So for pretending there is no fire while the news media and social media screams that everyone is burning and charred, at least from me, this site will increasingly be cut off from much of all that within this month and from then on.

As for myself, I'll aldo likely have to stop looking at YouTube, since I also try yo find art things and music there, but they have been spamming me with news constantly, whether I turn off their specific recommendations or not, it is like news media has completely consumed YouTube as compared to just the silliness that seemed to largely dominate it 20 years ago.

I even dislike just about every hypocrite talking about anything from any of their various sides, they can all go f*ck themselves and burn in hell forever, they are despicable with their double standards or short sightedness and "team playing" and "team blindness", total cultists, and nothing like normal people at all who I hope are much more sane and measured and just want peace and quiet and not to be bothered and everyone to just shut the f*ck up! They are all huge disappointments, failing in one way or another, talking about some things and not others in a very suspicious and inconsistent way, they are all compromised, and every group they try to promote seems to be deeply corrupt, so they fight for nothing and even this "fight" they put up is no "fight" at all, plus they are all trying to profit from their yapping endlessly.

I too would like to profit, but not from that, and I do have things to do here at home which are long delayed by an extreme lack of energy and strength further sapped by all the constant fear that is disrupting functionality or the ability to make decisions or think of what to do or feel like doing anything.

Anyway, if you want to bleed from all your orifices like your eye sockets and ears, you can watch and read everything I've put up before it starts getting taken down by me. I'll be going through every thread and removing a lot of things, though there is a chance I may just leave it all up and just not post more like that too, but I did want to clean up things more since this dote is viewable by the public and crawlers may become alert due to some posting and I don't want any annoying groups paying any attention to me in the slightest, so hopefully just talking about things from ancient history and games will not get me in any kind of trouble or put on any list. We're basically back at the beginning of the Bush Era and the W*r On T*rr*r all over again, but even worse now with all the advanced technology they have added.