Minthara: Stern Liberation

[kFoyauextlH]

Yeah they deleted most of my writing, sometimes even before anyone had a chance to read it. I was bullied on there and people were constantly abusing the report function on me as soon as anything was posted and mods wouldn't read and would just straight up delete it and then PM me saying I was not wanted on the website and should leave. This went on from practically the beginning and they suspended me and banned me several times with no reason given until they finally completely banned me but then brought me back, as soon as I returned the abuse continued and the whole experience for me was really bad. It was especially annoying writing huge articles with my phone and posting them only to have them thrown in the trash and having no copy of them because of not being able to copy paste them and then when I requested from them to at least send me a copy of my own writing I painstakingly wrote I was told by The God-King that he would not give it to me or send it to me. So that is how I was treated and abused there.
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Also when people saw me verbally abused on the website repeatedly no one at all stood up for me, defended me, questioned it, stood against the wrongness, told them to stop. Just total silence as I got the sh*t kicked out of me. No God, No Man, No Spirit, No Ancestor, No Justice, No Defense, No Good. The lesson of life is Evil. I was told to simply take the bullying or leave. I never responded with insults or attacks, only friendliness and praise which was also deemed hostile by the violent maniacs. Humanity, if that is what you can call it, is utterly disgusting to me. Worse atrocities have happened around the world day to day moment to moment according to reports and still there is no hero or savior and nothing is done and the doers of evil and the perpetrators live long lives with health and families and friends and no repercussions whatsoever, deflowering and raping women and doing and getting away with whatever at all they please simply because they are favored by goid luck and the lack of any good in the world capable or willing to putting an end to them, thus making it evident that good has no real existence and none are really good. The best we can muster is the desire for the elimination of evilness.
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So this is the only forum I have been posting at these days for a while.

[kFoyauextlH]

http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?term=mantra

http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?term=-mancy

http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?term=man

http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?term=mind&allowed_in_frame=0

[atreestump]

Interesting, thanks for providing the links. Keep it up!

[kFoyauextlH]

Wow, they deleted posts?


Lots yes, lots of hard work and writing just destroyed like a Buddhist sand mandala thing. Now they mainly just harass me if I write anything at all and close my threads. They are absolutely terrible people. You should see how they acted in my ethics thread called "is magic real, if so then so" that was one of my last posts there. I left it at 3333 posts but can use those 3333 posts to post more if I wanted to as portals.

[Socrates]

Ever noticed how 'temple' in spiritual terms has more in common with a 'body' than a literal building?

[atreestump]

Divination by means of the mind and body through memory. That is the temple of Mant.

[kFoyauextlH]

Excellent posts both! Very true! It makes me so happy when people seem to think and understand more!

[atreestump]

I made a dualist error - it should be the mind of the body.

[kFoyauextlH]

Haha I definitely prefer that correction too.

One really impressive thing I have been thinking about recently as well as other times has been about how religion can be utterly simplified safely after being understood. I see this total simplification to the point of practical meaningless destruction of content in some Buddhist eruptions of religious practice where their religion as expressed to the lay populace becomes just a word or a name of a figure repeated in order to achieve a heaven realm. Though that is even more content than I would like the blank state religion is one that impresses one with an exhaustive familiarity with anything else or at all., making itself a somewhat relaxing novelty to fall back to like a refreshing dip in ablutive waters.

[kFoyauextlH]

Lots of symbols that were recently brought up here:

viewtopic.php?p=3114#p3114







I'm going through a few thousand songs to see if anything sticks out. I might collect them here or in other relevant seeming threads. In order to speed things up, I might have to speed up the songs to the maximum speed if 2x and then slow them down in my mind, or if I hear an interesting section then to put it at normal speed and re-listen.

My special word was "underground", since I'm scanning whatever is "little known" supposedly, again.

Out of such copious amounts of things, and I guess luckily, a lot is very disappointing for me. As production and quantity has increased, seemingly the same amount of good stuff as ever before is being drowned out by an overload of crap with less filtering mechanisms and a bad overall bunch of styles which have become the current standard, making everything we would have considered quite unpleasant twenty or more years ago seem like they are gems even at their worst. The same goes for films, where trashy films from the mid 2000s and late 2000s can seem a whole lot better compared to the completely broken productions of the 2020s.

The 60s and 80s both seemed to have better things than the 70s in many cases, though the 90s seemed to beat the 80s as a high point in quality, then the 2000s was a slide that continued until we're dealing with even big and expensive productions and streaming shows seeming totally trashed and not caring about the quality levels of most of the components, like totally unprofessional people have been let loose to do as they please.

I just saw a show which had established certain things that then went ahead and trashed everything really abruptly and without explanation, as if someone took the characters and then did whatever with them that seemed completely inconsistent with what had been established and emphasized prior, it totally seemed like the most disrespectful fan fiction or someone coming in and smashing toys they don't own or have any investment in or know much about or care about, like suddenly well established characters have forgotten everything and are behaving completely opposite. If people acted like this in real life we would be frozen in terror, not knowing what they could do next and all they had ever said or done to establish what we thought was sone predictability in responses meaningless, making it not even worth listening to anything they say or show if they can just inexplicably do whatever at any moment even after there was so much emphasis prior on them having certain issues about those things that suddenly they don't even question in the slightest, also pretty clearly just to get certain things done in the story very abruptly and in a cartoonish way, it is just poor writing, lol it really sucks. Even if someone had insisted upon something unreasonable in real life, if we see them completely going against what they have always said in broad daylight, it would make them seem like such an annoying b*stard!

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So right now there are a few of these things circulating, 3 are missing anything, but they also aren't any three extra that I'm thinking of these days or using to organize ideas:

1. Zaltec 1. Talos
2. Tzeentch 2. Minthara
3. Talona (Nurgle) 3. Myrkul
4. Loec 4. Sauron (Ranald)
5. Slaanesh 5. Loviatar
6. Khaine 6. Bhaal (Khorne)
7. 7. Bane
8. 8. Lolth
9. 9. Malar

So each of these threads has mirroring themes.

There are also threads which did not get their names changed which were brought into circulation almost, and have numbered themes in two cases:

7. Reality: Six Stringed Instrument, 7th is the Base.
8. + <- VisvaVajra 4D Interpretation Key
9. The God(s): Deconstructing Religious & Magical Thinking is

Those mirror the other 7., 8., and 9. threads.

It is interesting that the symbol for Bane is a "Black Hand" and it is opposite an instrument, originally a "Zither".



https://jadeempire.fandom.com/wiki/Ques ... of_Discord

Malar has to do with forms and mental processing of structures, as does the mirroring thread for deconstructing magical thinking. Malar includes things like Totemism and symbols that people may apply to themselves or others, and both threads have very closely related ideas while focusing on different aspects and going in different directions.

I was going to try to find three slots for those themes named Nurgle, Khorne, and Ranald, but realized that they are actually covered properly already by other names which represent themes too similar to justify separate entries and they wouldn't fit well into this mirroring system. If they were to, then Nurgle would go into position 9., Ranald into position 8., and Khorne into position 7. most likely, and I may have ended up renaming those three threads, but the themes are much better as they are, with those as just alternate names, that if and when I may be able to edit thread titles again, I may add to remind me, but this is also meant to function as a reminder and a key to possibly help in deriving more from the things brought up and chosen for each thread and a dimension of how the threads and themes may relate to each other if looked at more closely with an effort to make more out of what is placed in them.

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I kept trying to find some "Capitalism" thread to bump with this, but for some reason the search was acting like that word was never said on this forum lol, I found lots but didn't want to mess with them:



So I just looked through, hopefully it is relevant here, otherwise it may go where it best fits.

Though it may not be how you would prefer it, I like having fewer specific threads to help me manage things better, which is why I wanted to rename my threads in such a way as to be able to organize them in my own thinking as troves of data and commentary to do with overall themes that may become more pronounced or obvious through repeated elements as the collections grow with more material.

You have created these really nice educational threads which I think might be really cool in an educational section of the forum or all together in a single Capitalism thread, and it could be a single thread which starts with a table of contents that hyperlinks within itself to all the different posts together in that thread, so that they maybe aren't spread out as much for anyone who might be reading. Those threads that consolidate all the material on a topic could be locked if you don't want commentary or additional things throughout like these sorts of interruptions from me:



Otherwise it can just be the one big and main Capitalism thread and library of all things pertaining to Capitalism in one place.

Ideally, and this is just my preference and tendency, I like things to be all available and seen, so not hidden as much in areas, and open for collections the way that I collect things in my threads, but especially that everything on the same topic or very close to the same being consolidated to minimize the overall amounts of threads for easier reference and knowing where to post. Personally, I get bothered by very specific threads or topics which aren't "evergreen" with repeated usefulness and which end up abandoned and derelict with not many posts in them or additions.

Even though it can be difficult to read and refer back to sections of very lengthy posts, I consider lengthier and more exhaustive things to be more valuable and useful to return to, and I return to my collections to look at various lists or quotes or columns of songs to click and enjoy again within the website without trying to find them individually on YouTube. The more exhaustive and copious and full of information a thread is, or anything is, like a book or even a film or a game, the more valuable I find it, and the less anything has, the less valuable and useful or "worth it" I find it, so I tend to even prefer purchasing things that combine as much as possible or seem the most complete and easiest to refer to in one place, even if it ends up being a massive tome that can ne difficult to wield and review or even open or turn the pages of. I use "find on page" to find certain words and areas to make navigation easier, and probably prefer things to have as few clicks as possible, so even extremely lengthy single pages with lots of posts or all posts to look at like a pdf all on display rather than trying to find something that could be on any of hundreds of pages, which has been a pain in the past with other websites that sometimes would have big threads with poor search functions so I would go through so many pages to find my contributions or any favorite posts.

I also wanted single page text versions of the "Holy Books", each separately on a single page in their entirety so that I could word search in them, and with other word count functions to see word frequencies and other statistics. That is really helpful to me, especially in translations which are more word for word translations which maintain a single unique word for every single unique word translated, to see how many times it may mention something and to see all the ways in which any specific concept is ever mentioned. That sort of thing might be appropriate on a library and resources section of the website, and should somehow copy and surpass the usefulness of sites like BibleHub and IslamAwakened.

I would still likely convert every single one of my threads on this site so far into "Temples", which act as places for me to become absorbed in certain ideas that are repeatedly brought up abd reinforced within each.

For ease navigating, if I were to ever make anything, I'd usually tend towards minimizing and consolidating things for ease of navigation and organizing my thoughts, and what comes up and is bumped and the titles all can have a lot of meaning fir me, I even go so far as to be attentive to the timestamps and try to make the most of any information which appears.

https://observatory.wiki/Brief:Coins_an ... ient_World

https://2024.sci-hub.se/6096/5c75da2091 ... h06323.pdf

https://www.helsinki.fi/en/researchgrou ... g-the-past

https://www.researchgate.net/publicatio ... val_Bharat

https://michael-hudson.com/1999/03/from ... e-to-city/

https://www.cambridge.org/core/services ... evans1.pdf

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The Temple Repositories contained objects of beauty and interest
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https://muza-chan.net/japan/index.php/b ... -naritasan

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minoan_palaces

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shrine

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A shrine (Latin: scrinium "case or chest for books or papers"; Old French: escrin "box or case")[1] is a sacred space dedicated to a specific deity, ancestor, hero, martyr, saint, daemon, or similar figure of respect, wherein they are venerated or worshipped. Shrines often contain idols, relics, or other such objects associated with the figure being venerated.[2] A shrine at which votive offerings are made is called an altar.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Votive_offering

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A votive offering or votive deposit is one or more objects displayed or deposited, without the intention of recovery or use, in a sacred place for religious purposes. Such items are a feature of modern and ancient societies and are generally made to gain favor with supernatural forces.
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In archaeology, votive deposits differ from hoards; although they may contain similar items, votive deposits were not intended to be recovered.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hoard

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A hoard or "wealth deposit"[1] is an archaeological term for a collection of valuable objects or artifacts, sometimes purposely buried in the ground, in which case it is sometimes also known as a cache. This would usually be with the intention of later recovery by the hoarder; hoarders sometimes died or were unable to return for other reasons (forgetfulness or physical displacement from its location) before retrieving the hoard, and these surviving hoards might then be uncovered much later by metal detector hobbyists, members of the public, and archaeologists.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Place_of_worship

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temple

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archite ... ia#Temples

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%89_(temple)

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ziggurat

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Egyptian_temple

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ancient_Greek_temple

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roman_temple

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Teocalli

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wulfing_cache

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Southea ... al_Complex

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Southeastern Ceremonial Complex (formerly Southern Cult, Southern Death Cult or Buzzard Cult[1][2]), abbreviated S.E.C.C., is the name given by modern scholars to the regional stylistic similarity of artifacts, iconography, ceremonies, and mythology of the Mississippian culture. It coincided with their adoption of maize agriculture and chiefdom-level complex social organization from 1200 to 1650 CE.[3][4]
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cultural_evolution

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chiefdom

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Due to some similarities between S.E.C.C. and contemporary Mesoamerican cultures (i.e., artwork with similar aesthetics or motifs; maize-based agriculture; and the development of sophisticated cities with large pyramidal structures), scholars from the late 1800s to mid-1900s suspected there was a connection between the two locations.[5][6] One hypothesis was that Meso-Americans enslaved by conquistador Tristán de Luna y Arellano (1510–1573) may have spread artistic and religious elements to North America.[7] However, later research indicates the two cultures have no direct links and that their civilizations developed independently.[8]
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Most S.E.C.C. imagery focuses on cosmology and the supernatural beings who inhabit the cosmos. The cosmological map encompassed real, knowable locations, whether in this world or the supernatural reality of the Otherworld. S.E.C.C. iconography portrayed the cosmos in three levels. The Above World or Overworld, was the home of the Thunderers, the Sun, Moon, and Morning Star or Red Horn / "He Who Wears Human Heads For Earrings" and represented Order and Stability. The Middle World was the Earth that humans live in. The Beneath World or Under World was a cold, dark place of Chaos that was home to the Underwater Panther and Corn Mother or "Old Woman Who Never Dies".

These three worlds were connected by an axis mundi, usually portrayed as a cedar tree or a striped pole reaching from the Under World to the Over World. Each of the three levels also was believed to have its own sub-levels. Deeply ingrained in the world view was the concept of duality and opposition. The beings of the Upper and Under realms were in constant opposition to each other. Ritual and ceremony were the means by which these powerful forces could be accessed and harnessed.[4]
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This area may be where my Father saw a dream of my arrival.

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Mace Motif Mace Motif The Mace Motif usually is associated with the warrior image and may be combined with other motifs, especially the Cross in Circle Motif. It is a graphic representation of a war club or ceremonial mace, such as the chipped flint and ground stone versions found throughout the southeast. The mace is also closely linked to the Spirit Birds and may even represent the pars pro toto feather of one of these powerful figures.[18]
Columnella Pendant Motif Columnella Pendant Motif The Columnella Pendant is a graphic representation of the longitudinal center columnella of a whelk shell. Because of the association of whelk shells with the black drink ceremony, it is theorized that this symbol is associated with it as well.[19]
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All these symbols are with me here, strangely, and they also connect with things to do with "Minthara" and a book called "Viper Hand".

https://forgottenrealms.fandom.com/wiki/Viperhand

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/ ... e_2012.jpg

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sacred_bundle

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Long-nosed_god_maskette

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The Great Serpent (or Horned Serpent) is the most well-known mythological figure from the S.E.C.C. Its roots go back to Hopewell times, if not earlier. It usually is described as horned and winged, although the wings are more an indicator of its celestial origin than an essential form of the creature. In some versions of Shawnee myths, the serpent is described as a multi-headed monster with one green and one red horn, horns being a manifestation or marker of its power. In other myths, it is described as a one-eyed buffalo with one green and one red horn. The Piasa figure of the Miami was painted on a bluff near present-day Alton, Illinois. It was described as having the body of a panther, four legs, a human head, an impossibly long tail and horns.

Mishibizhiw, the Ojibwa underwater panther, was a combination of rattlesnake, cougar, deer, and hawk. Other native peoples also gave descriptions of the being, sometimes now referred to as the Spirit Otter, with the majority seeming to belong to one of two extremes, and a multitude in between.[13]
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Certain sounds in that song triggered so much pain of a certain kind in me that I had to save it using https://ssvid.net/en because it perfectly captures some of the themes of this thread even from 2017, and then coupled with the other material collected here. This thread functions in some ways as an overall thread that explains some aspects of what all the threads are being used for in general.

There are over 15 threads currently in circulation, with a few more active themes than others, and each, for me anyway, jas a different complex emotional coloring and feeling that it brings up, which might not be immediately obvious if one only looks into it superficially, but which the tones in music, certain words, combinations of ideas, and images can bring to light or clarify as one may go through each and in trying to process things presented in as many useful ways, and exclusively useful ways, one can make out if everything available.

That song has no lyrics, but it has an image presented which features different entities and elements, while the song may bring up certain thoughts and emotions. Coupled with some of the concerns and thoughts brought up with the video above it, and everything else collected in the thread so far and hereafter, the themes of value, including sentiment and sentimental value may be brought to mind, as well as nostalgia, valuing, adoration, self-worship, projection, honoring, preserving and preservation, self-preservation, posterity, legacy, memory, love, longing to express, the pain in expressing, the depth of the heart and emotions, and so much, including things I mentioned in other ways in this thread:

viewtopic.php?p=1442#p1442



If one learns about or listens quotes from this character called Minthara, things in that thread may become more clear, as well as in this thread, and similar themes are brought up from the very beginning, until now, in both.



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An explanation of some things, to guide the way in which the writing on the website, by me, is understood.

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Question:

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Just one thing - I've wondered for years - how do you pronounce your user name? lol
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Answer:

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I don't know either, since somewhere on this forum I wrote that it is a bunch of things layered on top of each other in at least two directions, forward and backward, and a few different words and references all together at once. So when I look at it, I just read it as Kfoya,oo,Extl (K'foyah, oo or otherwise "you", Extuhl)

Backwards is Hulltukhayooah Ayofk

Lots of words are hidden in it simultaneously both forwards and backwards and spaced with letters and combinations flowing forward and backwards, and then finally also just the letters and further any combinations

It aldo can go around in a ring and start at any point, which the weird not caps beginning and capital H at the end is to remind one of, as a possibility, since if it just flowed very clearly one way in a typical fashion then it might never be thought of as any of those other things, by me anyway, since I doubt anyone would care that much to go through that and just write it off immediately as weird and broken lol

Hidden in there is Foya, Foe, Fox, Huetl

Ya (yes), ex (no), Hex

It represents in a way a cluster, ontological, adjacent things, as much meaning as one can derive from an anomaly, like gibberish or the chaotic things one may experience but then trying to figure out and make as much out of some mess and tangle

So it is interactive and playful, practically 3d or like an object

A shape, a key, since it also has ideas and affirmations and denials built in, different connections to make and separate (ex)

It being a bit irritating, even to me, is a side effect and not intentional really lol, I wasn't trying for annoyingness even though it can be irksome, but it represents me and my posts

Which might also irritate people and are similar complex networks that run in numerous directions and bring to my mind very specific and complex ideas and feelings

If I pronounce the name, it is done so automatically, unintentionally, instantly, and intuitively, just by seeing letters in a row as a name, but I haven't thought of it much as a name and more like a symbol and a picture and a bit silly and joke-like for how I imagine it looks crazy

The sounds also bring to mind things for me, like the kf sound brings to mind words like "kaffir" and the root "kfr" or whatever it may be, which has to do with concealment, but I'm confident that something opposite is also there among the sounds too

So it functions as pretty deep and magical for me, thought provoking, a meditation, and a reminder of how my writing functions too

One can see Kf before Ex, so then combining that to mean concealing denial, but ex has other uses abd meanings too, and x which is pronounced "ex" also refers to liminality, the crossroads, reversal, there is also "u" in the middle, which is me as "you" as well as any "u" that may be exploring it, that is purposefully right in the middle with 5 on each side of it, and so there is a numerological dimension also, and it is 11, 1 and 1, one viewing one

It creates other names by ignoring the u and starting there in either direction, so it separates the name

Acting as a midway point, a rest stop, an anchor, a place of orientation and reorientation

Ayof and Extl

These are all words, or similar to words, and sounds, and can serve numerous functions in reference to different things from different languages

My picture these days has been Hathor, and even Hafo can be made out of going back and forth with those letters
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Reminds me of William S Burroughs 'Word Lines' wjere je would cut pages of books into quarters and then mix them up to match the sentence lines from one text to another.
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As well as references to lots of things I brought up in 2017 and again now, and sometimes I see or notice later and I'm impressed or in awe that such things were brought up then and seem to be occurring again now or recently without conscious effort or looking for any of it. Yeah, the cut-up technique seems very similar, I didn't even know about it but I'm very frequently using similar kinds of "magic" that uses things that are around or come up and out of the mundane or ignored, and I think that the mind also naturally may function in such a way unconsciously and includes these processes without people even realizing it and then they come up with inspiration and ideas and they don't know how it popped into their mind, though they may have unwittingly put together a lot that was just around and half seen or half understood or less, just by their senses without any conscious awareness.

There are elements of freedom, action, pain, penance, irreverence, reverence, fervor, abandon, restriction, elimination, erasure, addition, and it all runs on various levels, so it includes "meta" dimensions like just discussions about things that happened or things I do to posts or whatever bringing up those themes

So the whole thing on a forum is a multidimensional performance, it is happening even beyond the framed posts, so has a fourth wall breaking element, and I like things to be interactive even though it is using "primitive" techniques like just being in writing, but I try to also make it multimedia so bringing in songs from the videos
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I would love to see a dedicated topic thread for this.
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The cut up technique or my "art" that I've been up to for years even though I'm mainly the only one who knows and sees it that way?
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I think they are both related. I mean, if it's about unconscious retrieval, then the cut up technique serves like a tarot of sorts. Looking at things from your own perspective is kind of Gonzo, no? I would like to see more of it.
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I've planted these installations all over the internet and even in the world, some of which were removed, or many of which, so there is this aspect to it which seems like it is temporary and returning though I try to make it sustained even though the people interacting with it don't know they are, but I also interact with it and maybe I'm the only one who does, while also sometimes aware of it a little more than others might be, so they are like rides or games, which is why I liked when Parrhesia seemed to mention or pick up on that from the Simulacra bit

I use them very seriously though, so it isn't like a tongue-in-cheek smirking mockery thing, they function for me almost like zapping myself with simulations that impact everything, my feelings, and also are reminders of creative ideas and inspire me in other ways and for more, but function as worshipful spiritual meditations primarily or foremost or of the most seriousness even if they can be simultaneously quite silly and humorous, and my ranting and tirades are part of it and while they can be funny to me too, they are for me to "run through" and get the stuff started and activating the things like a process

I'll see if I can copy paste what I've written here for starters
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My phone slipped and something hit "Submit", but I was going to add there is much more to that name that I mentioned.

For example, there are specific letters in specific places and a lack of specific other letters and their sounds. The absence is relevant and should be noted.

So there are the letters H u k associated with the numbers 1, 6, 11, due to their positions if you look at the name in various ways, reading from either end or the middle. The 11 in the middle is also a 1 and a 1 connected, which looks like a u, so the shapes are relevant also, for every letter and why they appear in their positions and why certain versions were selected, and that isn't the only reason, since capitalizing them then gives instructions in a way, like where a beginning may be, due to the first letters of the beginning of sentences or names begin with a capital letter.

So 6 1 6, was one version of the Number Of The Beast, and 6116 is also relevant, these also might look like things, like paw prints and a number of other things based on their shapes, so one has to really open their mind and use their imagination and allow for some stretches to try to get the absolute most obe can, and it can heat up the mind practicing this.

H u k and k u H and k u H and H u k sound like "Haqq" and "Haqqa" which are words for "Reality" and "Truth", the "Masculine and Feminine" versions of the words possibly too, since various languages have that element in them sometimes. Even the k u H u k version would bring to my mind words like Gahan:


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Gahan in Hindi refers in English to:—(a) deep; intricate; impregnable; obscure; mysterious, dense; inaccesible; ~[ta] depth; intricacy; impregnability; obscurity; mysteriousness; density; inaccessiblity..—gahan (गहन) is alternatively transliterated as Gahana.
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This personal name is derived from gaoth, an adjective meaning "wise" or "clever".
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Gahan is a unique and powerful name with Irish origins, meaning 'deep' or 'hollow.' It evokes a sense of mystery, strength, and connection to nature.
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The letters are:

k
F
o
y
a
u
e
x
t
l
H

Aa +
Bb -
Cc -
Dd -
Ee +
Ff +
Gg -
Hh +
Ii -
Jj -
Kk +
Ll +
Mm -
Nn -
Oo +
Pp -
Qq -
Rr -
Ss -
Tt +
Uu +
Vv -
Ww -
Xx +
Yy +
Zz -

aeFH klotuxy

aeFH reminiscent of my nickname and Aelf or Elf

The next part gave me shivers, as Klotu brings up the following:

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As one of the three fates, her influence in Greek mythology was significant. Along with her sisters and Hermes, Clotho was given credit for creating the alphabet for their people. Even though Clotho and her sisters were worshiped as goddesses, their representation of fate is more central to their role in mythology. Thread represented human life and her decisions represented the fate of all people in society.
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Clotho was worshiped in many places in Greece as one of the Three Fates and is sometimes associated with the Keres and Erinyes, which are other deity groups in Greek mythology.

Ariadne is similar to Clotho in that she carries a ball of thread, much like Clotho's spindle.
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This is all connected to The Spider theme, one of my personal symbols and figures like Arachne and Lolth.

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The name Clotho originates from the Ancient Greek word klṓthō (κλώθω), meaning "to spin" or "spinner".
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Also, Clotho and Lolth both have "Loth" apparent in the names and are very similar sounding.

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jolie laide(n.)
"girl or woman whose attractiveness defies standards of beauty," 1849, a French expression (by 1780 in French), from fem. singular of joli "pretty" (see jolly) + laid "ugly," from Frankish *laid (see loath (adj.)).

Of beauty, as we narrowly understand it in England, [the 18c. French woman of society] had but little; but she possessed so many other witcheries that her habitual want of features and complexion ceased to count against her. Expression redeemed the absence of prettiness and the designation jolie laide was invented for her in order to express her power of pleasing despite her ugliness. ["The Decadence of French Women," Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, October 1881]
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loath(adj.)
Old English lað "hated; hateful; hostile; repulsive," from Proto-Germanic *laitha- (source also of Old Saxon leth, Old Frisian leed "loathsome," Old Norse leiðr "hateful, hostile, loathed;" Middle Dutch lelijc, Dutch leelijk "ugly;" Old High German leid "sorrowful, hateful, offensive, grievous," German leid "hateful, painful"), from PIE root *leit- (1) "to detest."

And niðful neddre, loð an liðer, sal gliden on hise brest neðer [Middle English Genesis and Exodus, c. 1250]
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https://tolkiengateway.net/wiki/Loth

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loth is a Sindarin word meaning "inflorescence, a head of small flowers",[1] "flower, a single bloom",[2] or "a flower (of defined shape)".[3]

Root LOT ("flower")[1][3]
It is a cognate of Quenya lóte (large single flower).[4]

Nimloth
Lothlórien
Lothíriel
Lothron
Sindarin lotheg ("flower")
Sindarin lúth ("blossom")
Sindarin loss ("snow")
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Loth in Hindi refers in English to:—(nf) corpse, carcass; —[girana] to fall dead, to be killed..—loth (लोथ) is alternatively transliterated as Lotha.
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Loth is another spelling for लाठ [lāṭha].—n. 1. dated commander-in-chief of Nepal; 2. a part of machinery (esp. of bicycle);
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Germanic elements hlūdaz ("famous")
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nodens

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nuada_Airgetl%C3%A1m

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lludd_Llaw_Eraint

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The name Nudd, cognate with the Irish Nuada and related to the Romano-British Nodens or Nodons worshiped at Lydney Park in Gloucestershire,[2] probably derives from a Celtic stem *noudont- or *noudent-, which J. R. R. Tolkien suggested was related to a Germanic root meaning "acquire, have the use of", earlier "to catch, entrap (as a hunter)", and together with the "silver hand" epithet detects "an echo of the ancient fame of the magic hand of Nodens the Catcher".[4] Similarly, Julius Pokorny derives the name from a Proto-Indo-European root *neu-d- meaning "acquire, utilise, go fishing".[5]

The name Nudd Llaw Ereint probably assimilated and shifted to Llud Llaw Ereint through alliteration, as suggested by John Rhys and later by Joseph Vendryes.[6][7]

The byname "Llaw Ereint" or "llawereint" is glossed as "of the Silver Hand" or "Silver-handed".[6] Welsh eraint is listed as meaning "a round body; a ball; a bowl, a cup; a pear", probably related to the adjective erain "abounding with impulse", but ereint has been defined as "silver cup", no doubt owing to Welsh arian "silver".[8][9]
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stone_Lud

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The name of Ljot is very close to that of Lot or Loth, the mythic King of Orkney and Lothian in Arthurian legend, and in Celtic Myths and Legends (1912), Charles Squire identifies Lot as a late incarnation of a British god who is remembered in medieval Welsh legend as Lludd Llaw Eraint.[2] Modern scholars are more skeptical of this connection.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/King_Lot

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lothian

That is just a fraction of references, but one can see how based on that there are huge amounts of information and references built into that collection or which one can derive.

Another major factor are the 6 main elements or aspects of God, the 7 classical Planets, the 12 Olympians minus one which is the totality of the name and the 12. So 27 or & represents the totality of 26, 7 or Cronus, The Sun, represents the totality of the 6 planets including the Moon.

Notice the pattern of what is present and isn't, also redundant sounds that become unecessary to include, like K can cover aspects of C and G without other aspects of C, so K is more limited and stricter in how it is used, but it also combined to create other sounds like kh.

English has 26 letters with the 27th being the ampersand sign of &.

Phoenician, which our Alphabet abd the Runes and so many things seemed to be based on, which seem to also be derived from Ancient Egyptian symbols, are 22, which 11 is half of, and so the unmentioned 11 are the shadows to the 11 mentioned in kFoyauextlH. These are a portion of the 22 cards of the Major Arcana divided into a visible portion and the others as their shadow or mirror.

k (c, g)
F
o
y
a
u
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x
t
l
H

While I wrote this originally, I had just woken up from a dream where it was pleasant because in it I realized everyone liked me and was friendly and a person who seemed momentarily scary was recognized as a friend according to the dream, and he was played by Michael Rooker.

I woke up and you that moment were inspired to write to me, so your messages started to come in the moment I opened up the site after waking up and heading to the bathroom.

Then I sat on my throne and saw a disturbing thing, a spider that was flattened, but I didn't think I did it, and it seemed like it may have been from some other place or time and moved there by being blown there or on a shoe or slipper from another place or fallen from somewhere after being gone already, or crushed by someone at an earlier time, but these are our friends and this was especially the kind that helps around. I was afraid of it was the very tiny and very difficult to see one I had seen earlier, but it wasn't or couldn't be as this one was larger, and most likely this was from a back corner I had pulled some papers from when wiping the wetness on the floor, and was likely long since dead, but I care about all these and never want to be involved in accidentally harming them or anyone harming them and it is very tragic if anything ever happens to any of these friends, but it pretty much never does thankfully, as it really bothers me a lot, and then even if I am not involved or responsible I still pray for forgiveness and relief by saying "rubay, aghfir, wa arhum, wa untha, khayrur, rahimeen", so even at the sight of something distressing.

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“My Lord! Forgive and have mercy, and You are the Best of those who show mercy!”

رَّبِّ اغْفِرْ وَارْحَمْ وَأَنتَ خَيْرُ الرَّاحِمِينَ

Rabbi aghfir warham wa-antha khayrur-raahimeen

Surah Al-Muminoon,verse 118
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There is also a theme of "evil races", which are not evil, and those that are presented in contrast as "the good", which are not.

Evil races include the "Drow", particularly in their earliest modern depictions, and the Githyanki and Hobgoblins and Bugbears and Tieflings and Demons and whatever used to be considered the "Evil" races in Dungeons and Dragons and Warhammer, and they are represented throughout the threads, so this thread has "Minthara" who is a Drow, the Khaine thread features Warhammer's Dark Elves, Myrkul has a Lich theme, Lolth would have Driders, and each connects to an "Evil" that is not taken as evil, but because I have grown up in a world that is opposite seeming and hostile towards goodness, so that evil is cast as good and good as evil by the mainstream in some ways, as is now very devastatingly obvious and a reminder of how hate filled the most despicable people are anyway, so a reminder that there can never be any unity with the corrupt.

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Re: Minthara: Stern Liberation
Minthara, as you may get an impression from some of the clips, is a fanatical purist, a Paladin, and reflects on a character called Orin The Red, who appears in the Bhaal thread, who is similarly a fanatic, but one that is fanatically devout in a personal way rather than trying to impose order necessarily, so a subtle difference, but Minthara mentions that they could see themselves in that person too, and I've used each for similar reasons, except that I view the tendencies depicted as negative in these characters as positive, or to be taken in a positive way and channeled positively and converted into good symbols and motivating ones for edification.

I hate what I consider true evil, and I love only what I consider good and beautiful, which excludes a lot of what is pushed by subjectivism, modernity, accelerationists, progressivism, and deviant types of minority groups and pretty much mental case seeming people and brain broken edge lords.

I've been this way since birth or my childhood, my personality is astoundingly stable in comparison to many others that I've seen.

Everything I think and do and put forth is dedicated to what I consider best, most right, and good, even though it often appears that I use symbols of opposition, counter culture, and what are linked to darkness and evil, but I think that those can be of more benefit and inspiration as compared to the very bland things that the perverts calling themselves "good" along with their truly destructive ways, religions, philosophies, and governments associate with themselves or otherwise channel in the most overall polluting and corrupting ways imaginable. They are forever and for as long as they last, the enemy, and I have major doubts that redemption is possible for people so twisted from the inside as to ever be fooled by the things they pursue without hesitation.

I'm extremely "straight edge" in just about every way, and a prude, closed minded, narrow, not open to any kind of chemical experimentation or sexual things or anything weird or gross or inappropriate for young children. It isn't that I'm covering up a desire for those things or that I'm obeying a religion that said so, but that those things are contrary to my simple, straightforward, and child-like neurology and nature. Those things are convoluted in my view, and I don't need things that require mental complexes to make sense of them, as I like everything to be looked at in the light and what they are really fully saying and doing to be known.

So in prudishness, especially when it is not hypocritical masking, and I like all such double standards and hypocrisy to be brought to light, exposed, and roasted under scrutiny, there is power.

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prude(n.) 1704, "woman who affects or upholds modesty in conduct and thought in a degree considered rigid and excessive," from French prude "excessively prim or demure woman," first recorded in Molière.
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demure(adj.)
late 14c. (early 14c. as an Anglo-French surname), "calm, settled;" of persons, "sober, grave, serious," from an Anglo-French extended form of Old French meur "mature, fully grown, ripe," hence "discreet" (Modern French mûr), from Latin maturus "mature" (see mature (v.)). The de- in this word is of uncertain meaning and origin. Barnhart suggests the Anglo-French word is from Old French demore, past participle of demorer "to stay," and influenced by meur. Klein suggests Old French de (bon) murs "of good manners," from murs (Modern French moeurs).

Now usually meaning "affectedly decorous, reserved, or coy" (1690s). Related: Demurely; demureness.
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So in life, I am and I try to be exceedingly open, natural, friendly, intimate, kind, generous, gracious, polite, empathetic, caring, concerned. All the qualities feigned by the propriety of a demented society but seen as viscerally and undeniably projected and on display even on my face and with any action, so that people can see, I imagine, that I am counter culture, and not in a dumbass half head shaved way, and those moronic people are PURE CULTURE, the most effected and affected and f*cked seeming to me, whichever "team" they've been fooled into joining, and to me they are anti-spiritual filth even if they have a big altar at home and work their physically dirty bodies into superficial rituals, and nothing they would do would count for anything according to my high brow arrogance, since they are physically incapable or very far from religion, which takes sincerity, and they don't have that channel.

The wicked people who go about in cruelty love to say things like "where is your God" as they make people suffer and glory in their having the upper hand and temporary strength against especially vulnerable victims, and they love calling those who endure them and also who die by their actions "weak", as if their cowardice is any "strength" at all, but God is with those people, and not those morbidly obese with "power", so then what else is God? God is only available on a station they can't turn to, which they turn on for others but can't see themselves. It is in sincerity, even the genuine and worthwhile hatred, hatred that they can never even know, towards them and their kind and their vile processes.

So, this is my God on display, sometimes necessary to hide for survival so the Drow live in the "Underdark" and the Tuatha De Danaan went "under ground" and below mounds leading to the "other world" accessed by "fictional stories". To the demonic, none if this is real, they literally bring these things up only in what they themselves call "games". They would never be able to know Bhaal, that Bhaal was and is something true and real, and I don't mean the famous "Baal", but this:

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According to the 1613 tract "Potts Discovery of Witches", the Devil appeared in the likeness of a black or brown dog with fiery eyes; which Jennet Device later claimed was a spirit familiar of her grandmother named Ball; which spoke twice in English offering to lame him.[19]
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She also said her mother had a familiar called Ball, who appeared in the shape of a brown dog. Jennet claimed to have witnessed conversations between Ball and her mother, in which Ball had been asked to help with various murders.
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http://www.witchtrials.co.uk/familiar.html

(Old fashioned looking site with the funny little graphics I love)

https://thedevilsdavenport.wordpress.co ... -familiar/

https://quod.lib.umich.edu/m/middle-eng ... ry/MED3513

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From Middle English bale (“evil”), from Old English bealu, from Proto-West Germanic *balu, from Proto-Germanic *balwą.

Cognate with Low German bal- (“bad, ill”), Gothic 𐌱𐌰𐌻𐍅𐌴𐌹𐌽𐍃 (balweins, “torture”), Old High German balo (“destruction”), Old Norse bǫl (“disaster”).

Noun
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bale (uncountable)

Evil, especially considered as an active force for destruction or death.
Suffering, woe, torment.
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https://en.m.wiktionary.org/wiki/Recons ... b%CA%B0el-

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Root
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*bʰel-

to sound; to speak, roar, bark
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*bʰel-(e)n-
⇒ Proto-Balto-Slavic: (thematicized)
Proto-Slavic: *bel(e)nъ (“day-dream, henbane”)[18]
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All these that are mentioned can be tied to a common thread, even though they may seem very diverse or separate, they all have to do with becoming pronounced, becoming apparent:

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That but this blow Might be the be all, and the end all. ["Macbeth" I.vii.5]
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This "b-root" is from PIE root *bheue- "to be, exist, grow," and in addition to the words in English it yielded the German present first and second person singular (bin, bist, from Old High German bim "I am," bist "thou art"), the Latin perfective tenses of esse (fui "I was," etc.), Old Church Slavonic byti "be," Greek phu- "become," Old Irish bi'u "I am," Lithuanian būti "to be," Russian byt' "to be," etc.
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It might form all or part of: Sanskrit bhavah "becoming," bhavati "becomes, happens," bhumih "earth, world;" Greek phyein "to bring forth, make grow," phytos, phyton "a plant," physis "growth, nature," phylon "tribe, class, race," phyle "tribe, clan;" Old English beon "be, exist, come to be, become, happen;" Old Church Slavonic byti "be," Greek phu- "become," Old Irish bi'u "I am," Lithuanian būti "to be," Russian byt' "to be."
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It might also be the source of: Hittite maniiahh- "to distribute, entrust;" Greek mane "hand," Latin manus "hand, strength, power over; armed force; handwriting," mandare "to order, commit to one's charge," literally "to give into one's hand;" Old Norse mund "hand," Old English mund "hand, protection, guardian," German Vormund "guardian;" Old Irish muin "protection, patronage."
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The m and the b are often very close and mix, so that words with B or M can switch that letter, like L and R also at times and many others. The symbol or "device" of "Bane" happens to be a "Mane" or hand.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heraldic_badge

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Categor ... ic_charges

https://drawshield.net/catalog/charges/index.html

https://www.fleurdelis.com/meanings.htm

https://www.heraldsnet.org/saitou/parker/Jpglossa.htm

(Old style)

https://celticstudio.shop/blogs/article ... BmbUv5svd2

https://www.mylineage.com/heraldry-and-its-symbolism/

(New style)

So there is a lot, and I really think A LOT, to derive out of what remains available of my writing on any forums especially, as my writing appears on websites like various religious forums and wherever else, but a lot of it may no longer be available. As long as my posts are, those are just the most condensed forms as every line and word and letter placement and the shapes of the paragraphs and how words correspond and can be linked and where they appear in relation to each other then numerological aspects and adjacent themes and similar sounds and so much more are in play in every one of the lengthier posts or collections I put together, and I don't believe practically anyone online writes like that or reads like that, but those are features of what I put up on websites, particularly forums. They are like webs of ideas and are meant to really be used extensively and not just their face value of a lengthy post. It could even be the irritation people might feel seeing my demonized "walls of text", taken for granted by most everyone, are because their suppressed and buried down brains and senses are picking up on so much more that they go into and then are urged to become hostile and shut down for fear that if they get into it they may never be able to get out, and like a deep thing, it can appear dark and even empty because a person can't see past the darkness if they don't approach it or look inside and look more closely and enter and participate.

These posts are "worlds", there is so much in them, but not "everything", which then would be the same as saying "nothing", as we are so often in the presence of "whatever", but they are still, as full and deep and available for further research and extension as they are, quite exact and specific and pertaining to theme sets with parameters, however vast the material encompassed seems to be. I hope you'll believe me!

I've just given a small taste of how one can even start opening up and unlocking more from just my gibberish looking username, but every thread and also how the threads relate to each other and each post and everything in each post, which I put hours of work into, is full of much more than all that is straightforwardly presented and apparent on the surface as read in the usual fashion that anyone may be expected to read anything. Though I can't make anyone do it, I do feel happy when it seems anyone may have looked into it more and allowed it to inspire them or things to pop up in their minds. For me, they are complete "programs" that I "run through" and which are like a trance or a meditation full of so much that as ridiculous as it may look on the surface, put me into a state of epiphany.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epiphan ... nt_Greece)

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Epiphanies – or visions of gods – were reported and believed in many cities of ancient Greece. They were most commonly reported on the battlefields and, during moments of crisis, when citizens were most eager to believe that the gods of their polis were coming to assist them. An alleged visitation or manifestation of a god was known as an epiphaneia (ἡ ἐπιφάνεια). Sometimes the gods who appeared were prominent deities, but more often, they were minor figures, whose shrines were linked to the location of a particular event or battle.[1] The gods did not always reveal themselves to mortals, but could indicate their presence through physical signs or unusual phenomena.[2]
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theophany

Also, how I out these together is spiritual, and how it appears to me and thereafter in my real life and real world is also very spooky and supernatural seeming, and there are numerous examples of how magical and effective these things can be, and my whole family has seen it and knows, like how amazing manifestations occur which seem to validate and confirm and bolster everything coming through and which I happened to be writing about and researching and unfolding, then things like a massive flame may appear as I'm revealing about the term Nisroc and by extension Nishka, or coyotes may appear yelping and howling and circling right outside as I write about some related theme to that, or some other thing may show up as I'm revealing praise of the deprecated but popularly placed into and out from mouths, Zombi: