Iuz: Rebel Without A Cause
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Re: Iuz: Rebel Without A Cause
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Iuz was originally a strikingly handsome cambion. In the epic battle that resulted from Graz'zt striking out against Iggwilv in a bid for freedom, Iuz's handsome form was split into two "halves." He can either appear in the form of a gnarled, old human male, or as a bloated, red-skinned demonic figure. In his demonic form, he is seven feet tall, with reddish skin, pointed ears, and long, steely fingers. In his human form, he is barely five feet in height, and can attack with a disgusting spittle that withers all that it touches.
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This is part of the Iuz theme, the "Cambion" meditations, it is not meant to be taken personally. I put that disclaimer because it may seem critical or hostile but that is just part of bringing up the ideas that have to do with the themes and the nature of this thread, it is not meant to represent any position held but an exploration of what is brought up and will be brought up here, and each thread works similarly and should not be taken as a presentation of things I want to defend as representing me, these are just vehicles and rides. I even, while reading, take multiple positions and opposite positions to what I'm writing and reading while going through the process to get as much as possible out of every detail:
So the guy that was brought up recently on the activity page and through this video:
Mentioned a lot of experiences that I can't relate to, but which i've heard a lot of people describe and mention. I try to figure out if it is genetic or what? They talk about thinking a lot and are European, while I don't seem to have jack sh*t going on anywhere "in" me most of the time. I liked some of the things they described but I'm more curious as to what is going on with people. Also how ready people can be to run to these ideas when they seem quite made up and unrelatable for me at least and from the beginning. I also notice that a lot of mentally ill people seem to be attracted to Buddhist meditation, probably because their minds are dealing with lots of intense thinking and emotions. I feel like I try to think just to live, like it would be too easy just to basically die by not thinking anything, since everything feels so quiet, loose, and faint, and I don't want to die.
I don't feel detached from myself or anything.
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Suzanne Segal had an episode in her 20s that was diagnosed by several psychologists as depersonalization disorder, though Segal herself interpreted it through the lens of Buddhism as a spiritual experience, commonly known as "Satori" or "Samadhi".[84] The song "Is Happiness Just a Word?" by hip hop artist Vinnie Paz describes his struggle with depersonalization disorder. Adam Duritz, of the band Counting Crows, has often spoken about his diagnosis of depersonalization disorder.[85]
One day in 1982, while boarding a bus in Paris, the 27-year-old Segal experienced a sudden shift in her consciousness. She described the experience in her book, Collisions With the Infinite.[4] Segal described this first period of her experience as "witnessing", since she was aware of herself but also critically detached from it.[4] In the years after her break Segal continued to function with seeming normalcy, completing a doctorate in psychology at the Wright Institute.[5] She continued to feel completely depersonalized, literally as if her own name did not refer to anyone.[6] Segal's state of mind terrified her, and she sought advice from California's Buddhist community. Buddhism intentionally cultivates loss of ego and a sense of emptiness and oneness, and spiritual teachers tried to help Segal see her condition positively. Several even congratulated her.[7]
Twelve years after her initial break, Segal dramatically entered another phase of her experience. This sense of cognitive and spiritual oneness remained with Segal for two years, up through the publishing of Collisions in 1996.
Segal's story received attention by many writers and publications. Collisions was reviewed by Yoga Journal magazine in 1997, the reviewer writing, "This frank and engaging account is a fascinating view of the unfolding of a realization without a spiritual practice or intention."[8]
The 2004 book The Biology of Transcendence tried to characterize Segal's state of mind during her second phase of union: "[It was] fusion with 'the vastness' and her discovery that the vastness perceived its universe through her own sensory system, which was at that point the sensory system of the vastness itself ... [she] essentially perceived the universe perceiving itself, but without her, that perception did not exist."[9]
A 2008 graduate dissertation by Arvin Paul used Segal's experience as an example of "Shift/s in the Locus of Identity Upon Initial Awakening", "a shift from the conventional sense of self to the uninvolved witness, and/or allpervasive presence, and/or boundless spaciousness, and/or pure awareness, and/or Being, and/or emptiness/void, and/or the Self, and/or the simple recognition of nonseparateness."[10]
Segal was interviewed for the chapter devoted to her in the 2003 book The Awakening West by Lynn Marie Lumiere and John Lumiere-Wins.[10]
After her initial break, Segal sought to determine what had happened to her and consulted various psychologists and psychiatrists.[11] Though some had no clear explanation for the experience, one labelled it depersonalization disorder,[12] stating "I don't know what else it could be but symptoms of depersonalization". Segal went on to read up on depersonalization, derealization, and dissociation, finding some related to her experience but none were a perfect fit and they ultimately failed to capture the sensation of lacking a self in conjunction with normal, or even improved functioning.[13]
Segal's story was profiled in the 2006 book Feeling Unreal: Depersonalization Disorder and the Loss of the Self by Daphne Simeon and Jeffrey Abugel.[6] It was suggested for a book review in The Journal of the American Psychological Association that rather than representing depersonalization, Segal's experiences may represent a dissociative disorder.[14]
Suzanne spent that fall at her home in Stinson Beach, California. During this period she recovered memories of childhood abuse. Stranger documented this period as a retreat from the earlier spiritual themes that had defined her experience. "As a psychologist, she was well tutored in a possible ramification of childhood abuse—dissociation. Once again, Segal began to perceive things differently, this time from the psychological viewpoint rather than that of transcendent spirituality."[1]
By February 1997, at the age of 42, her physical and mental capabilities began to quickly decline. She entered the hospital on February 27, and doctors discovered a malignant brain tumor, having surgery but refusing chemotherapy or radiation.[1] On March 10 she married her fiancé Steve Kruszynski. After the wedding they traveled to Oklahoma to seek out alternative treatments, but Segal's debilitation returned during the trip and they had to return home, and she entered a coma several days later.[15] She died on the morning of Tuesday, April 1. Members of the spiritual and psychological community went on to debate the significance of her experience. In the afterword to the 1998 edition of Collisions, Bodian gave his personal opinion, "Those of us who were close to Suzanne never doubted the depth or the authenticity of her realization."[15]
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That was so obnoxious! There are billions of people who have come and gone and had all kinds of experiences and this person is able to turn their farts, brain farts, from a brain problem, into big bucks and so much attention and fame. I've never seen so many darn /s used in a graduate dissertation before, there were 9 in just what was quoted!
Buddhism seems helpful to people with these minds and emotions that are so intense, but why are people so confident that it isn't playing with things in a way that is potentially not helpful or even destructive, at least to some people. Plus, why is there an idea that minds and processes are so similar.
Also, how is this woman, or was this woman, so confident that her experiences should be a certain way that these other experiences were supposedly so abnormal that she is justified writing so much about it all. Who knows if her abuse was even real or if she just made up everything or if her brain problem ws distorting her memories also, even though it seems to make it seem likely that something was going on with her thinking because of the physical issue that was discovered, which seems likely responsible for all of it.
This all seemed so stupid to me on so many levels and how much attention she was getting while others saying anything similar would be spat on and kicked into a muddy ditch.
That "N*z* is Brian Ruhe, who used to meditate and teach meditation, but then became possessed by Ad*lf*s H*stl*r.
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You guys are not showing enough respect to the bearded child-king of the park!
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At 30:00 and closer to 32:00 minutes near the end of the video, you get to see how the people he associates with make him feel.
This is another video with wacky stuff around 30:00 minutes in, like when he goes to get a drink.
Lots of things are mentioned in these videos, including black magic and channeling.
40:00 minutes or around there, it is so funny how he ends up frustrating the guy. The whole thing is like Next Level David Lynch.
I'm one of the few people who know of this guy's existence from so early on and he is a gem of so much creativity.
There are other N*z* fringe characters that I've also encountered and was fascinated by, one of them is called Spiderman and promotes the idea of female murder victims becoming fascistic Kami that he worships in a manner possibly similar to a Chivalric Knight.
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What do you think?
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@roromcgorro2315
2 years ago
Some dude with 10k subs on YouTube was able to do what hundreds of millions dollar Hollywood movies couldn’t get even kind of close to. I’m impressed!!
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@LokaVision
2 years ago
There's a reason all of my subscribers came from this video.
Thanks for the compliment
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@darkcity925
2 years ago (edited)
Midsommar got pretty close. But yeah this is quite well done too.
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@LokaVision
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@monhi64 this was not made with AI, where did you get that information? I did all of this animation manually. It took multiple months of work.
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@LokaVision
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@stevoofd I travel for work and also do remote work. Email me for inquiries: loka@lokavision.com
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@abundantharmony
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@LokaVision Ever seen the greys on shrooms? I had an OBE once while tripping and I saw 4 short grey "aliens" standing in front of my physical body chillin on the bed.
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https://www.greyhawkonline.com/greyhawkwiki/Iuz
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Iuz was originally a strikingly handsome cambion. In the epic battle that resulted from Graz'zt striking out against Iggwilv in a bid for freedom, Iuz's handsome form was split into two "halves." He can either appear in the form of a gnarled, old human male, or as a bloated, red-skinned demonic figure. In his demonic form, he is seven feet tall, with reddish skin, pointed ears, and long, steely fingers. In his human form, he is barely five feet in height, and can attack with a disgusting spittle that withers all that it touches.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cambion
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This is part of the Iuz theme, the "Cambion" meditations, it is not meant to be taken personally. I put that disclaimer because it may seem critical or hostile but that is just part of bringing up the ideas that have to do with the themes and the nature of this thread, it is not meant to represent any position held but an exploration of what is brought up and will be brought up here, and each thread works similarly and should not be taken as a presentation of things I want to defend as representing me, these are just vehicles and rides. I even, while reading, take multiple positions and opposite positions to what I'm writing and reading while going through the process to get as much as possible out of every detail:
So the guy that was brought up recently on the activity page and through this video:
Mentioned a lot of experiences that I can't relate to, but which i've heard a lot of people describe and mention. I try to figure out if it is genetic or what? They talk about thinking a lot and are European, while I don't seem to have jack sh*t going on anywhere "in" me most of the time. I liked some of the things they described but I'm more curious as to what is going on with people. Also how ready people can be to run to these ideas when they seem quite made up and unrelatable for me at least and from the beginning. I also notice that a lot of mentally ill people seem to be attracted to Buddhist meditation, probably because their minds are dealing with lots of intense thinking and emotions. I feel like I try to think just to live, like it would be too easy just to basically die by not thinking anything, since everything feels so quiet, loose, and faint, and I don't want to die.
I don't feel detached from myself or anything.
"
Suzanne Segal had an episode in her 20s that was diagnosed by several psychologists as depersonalization disorder, though Segal herself interpreted it through the lens of Buddhism as a spiritual experience, commonly known as "Satori" or "Samadhi".[84] The song "Is Happiness Just a Word?" by hip hop artist Vinnie Paz describes his struggle with depersonalization disorder. Adam Duritz, of the band Counting Crows, has often spoken about his diagnosis of depersonalization disorder.[85]
One day in 1982, while boarding a bus in Paris, the 27-year-old Segal experienced a sudden shift in her consciousness. She described the experience in her book, Collisions With the Infinite.[4] Segal described this first period of her experience as "witnessing", since she was aware of herself but also critically detached from it.[4] In the years after her break Segal continued to function with seeming normalcy, completing a doctorate in psychology at the Wright Institute.[5] She continued to feel completely depersonalized, literally as if her own name did not refer to anyone.[6] Segal's state of mind terrified her, and she sought advice from California's Buddhist community. Buddhism intentionally cultivates loss of ego and a sense of emptiness and oneness, and spiritual teachers tried to help Segal see her condition positively. Several even congratulated her.[7]
Twelve years after her initial break, Segal dramatically entered another phase of her experience. This sense of cognitive and spiritual oneness remained with Segal for two years, up through the publishing of Collisions in 1996.
Segal's story received attention by many writers and publications. Collisions was reviewed by Yoga Journal magazine in 1997, the reviewer writing, "This frank and engaging account is a fascinating view of the unfolding of a realization without a spiritual practice or intention."[8]
The 2004 book The Biology of Transcendence tried to characterize Segal's state of mind during her second phase of union: "[It was] fusion with 'the vastness' and her discovery that the vastness perceived its universe through her own sensory system, which was at that point the sensory system of the vastness itself ... [she] essentially perceived the universe perceiving itself, but without her, that perception did not exist."[9]
A 2008 graduate dissertation by Arvin Paul used Segal's experience as an example of "Shift/s in the Locus of Identity Upon Initial Awakening", "a shift from the conventional sense of self to the uninvolved witness, and/or allpervasive presence, and/or boundless spaciousness, and/or pure awareness, and/or Being, and/or emptiness/void, and/or the Self, and/or the simple recognition of nonseparateness."[10]
Segal was interviewed for the chapter devoted to her in the 2003 book The Awakening West by Lynn Marie Lumiere and John Lumiere-Wins.[10]
After her initial break, Segal sought to determine what had happened to her and consulted various psychologists and psychiatrists.[11] Though some had no clear explanation for the experience, one labelled it depersonalization disorder,[12] stating "I don't know what else it could be but symptoms of depersonalization". Segal went on to read up on depersonalization, derealization, and dissociation, finding some related to her experience but none were a perfect fit and they ultimately failed to capture the sensation of lacking a self in conjunction with normal, or even improved functioning.[13]
Segal's story was profiled in the 2006 book Feeling Unreal: Depersonalization Disorder and the Loss of the Self by Daphne Simeon and Jeffrey Abugel.[6] It was suggested for a book review in The Journal of the American Psychological Association that rather than representing depersonalization, Segal's experiences may represent a dissociative disorder.[14]
Suzanne spent that fall at her home in Stinson Beach, California. During this period she recovered memories of childhood abuse. Stranger documented this period as a retreat from the earlier spiritual themes that had defined her experience. "As a psychologist, she was well tutored in a possible ramification of childhood abuse—dissociation. Once again, Segal began to perceive things differently, this time from the psychological viewpoint rather than that of transcendent spirituality."[1]
By February 1997, at the age of 42, her physical and mental capabilities began to quickly decline. She entered the hospital on February 27, and doctors discovered a malignant brain tumor, having surgery but refusing chemotherapy or radiation.[1] On March 10 she married her fiancé Steve Kruszynski. After the wedding they traveled to Oklahoma to seek out alternative treatments, but Segal's debilitation returned during the trip and they had to return home, and she entered a coma several days later.[15] She died on the morning of Tuesday, April 1. Members of the spiritual and psychological community went on to debate the significance of her experience. In the afterword to the 1998 edition of Collisions, Bodian gave his personal opinion, "Those of us who were close to Suzanne never doubted the depth or the authenticity of her realization."[15]
"
That was so obnoxious! There are billions of people who have come and gone and had all kinds of experiences and this person is able to turn their farts, brain farts, from a brain problem, into big bucks and so much attention and fame. I've never seen so many darn /s used in a graduate dissertation before, there were 9 in just what was quoted!
Buddhism seems helpful to people with these minds and emotions that are so intense, but why are people so confident that it isn't playing with things in a way that is potentially not helpful or even destructive, at least to some people. Plus, why is there an idea that minds and processes are so similar.
Also, how is this woman, or was this woman, so confident that her experiences should be a certain way that these other experiences were supposedly so abnormal that she is justified writing so much about it all. Who knows if her abuse was even real or if she just made up everything or if her brain problem ws distorting her memories also, even though it seems to make it seem likely that something was going on with her thinking because of the physical issue that was discovered, which seems likely responsible for all of it.
This all seemed so stupid to me on so many levels and how much attention she was getting while others saying anything similar would be spat on and kicked into a muddy ditch.
That "N*z* is Brian Ruhe, who used to meditate and teach meditation, but then became possessed by Ad*lf*s H*stl*r.
"
@aFoxyFox.
0 seconds ago
You guys are not showing enough respect to the bearded child-king of the park!
"
9:00
Added in 1 hour 14 seconds:
Re: Iuz
At 30:00 and closer to 32:00 minutes near the end of the video, you get to see how the people he associates with make him feel.
This is another video with wacky stuff around 30:00 minutes in, like when he goes to get a drink.
Lots of things are mentioned in these videos, including black magic and channeling.
40:00 minutes or around there, it is so funny how he ends up frustrating the guy. The whole thing is like Next Level David Lynch.
I'm one of the few people who know of this guy's existence from so early on and he is a gem of so much creativity.
There are other N*z* fringe characters that I've also encountered and was fascinated by, one of them is called Spiderman and promotes the idea of female murder victims becoming fascistic Kami that he worships in a manner possibly similar to a Chivalric Knight.
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https://www.discoveryuk.com/mysteries/t ... rom-venus/
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What do you think?
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@roromcgorro2315
2 years ago
Some dude with 10k subs on YouTube was able to do what hundreds of millions dollar Hollywood movies couldn’t get even kind of close to. I’m impressed!!
47K
232
@LokaVision
@LokaVision
2 years ago
There's a reason all of my subscribers came from this video.
Thanks for the compliment
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28
@darkcity925
2 years ago (edited)
Midsommar got pretty close. But yeah this is quite well done too.
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@LokaVision
2 years ago
@monhi64 this was not made with AI, where did you get that information? I did all of this animation manually. It took multiple months of work.
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@LokaVision
2 years ago
@stevoofd I travel for work and also do remote work. Email me for inquiries: loka@lokavision.com
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@abundantharmony
2 years ago
@LokaVision Ever seen the greys on shrooms? I had an OBE once while tripping and I saw 4 short grey "aliens" standing in front of my physical body chillin on the bed.
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