Slaanesh: Desired Acquired

[kFoyauextlH]

https://www.cbc.ca/player/play/video/9.6837611

The Battle Of The Golf Course.

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@fugitivephilo
3 years ago
"To destroy the colonial world means nothing less than demolishing the colonist's sector, burying it deep within the earth or banishing it from the territory." —Frantz Fanon, Wretched of the Earth.
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I just received my Maya Hieroglyphics Dictionary, nicely tight wrapped and compressed in modern plastic.

It has over 1100 symbols, which can give an impression of the common themes that likely played on the minds of the people by appearing all around as motifs and were intelligible in other ways for the literate.

I am not an Arab, I make use of the Qur'an. I am not a Roman, I use Roman Text writing, we use the Phoenician Alphabet which was heavily influenced by the Ancient Egyptian Hieroglyphics. I am not from those various tribes of people from around the world, but use their ideas as I please, such as the people of India, like the Hindus and Buddhists, and many others.

So too are these things from the Americas, long abandoned by most, available to the modern nowhere people, available to use as one pleases, and in my opinion, ideally in the most useful, inspiring, creative, intelligent, and beneficial ways. Why shouldn't all human material and products be available for use to the other humans later? The Non-Muslims don't offer any particular respect to the things connected to Islam that they scoff at, and the J people are highly xenophobic and supremacist while having a long history of apparent appropriation from surrounding cultures that they supposedly worked harm in gleefully, and only now do we hear a lot more about people trying to gatekeep and possess for their in group certain things which limit their overall scope and range of further influence, so they are actually limiting the life of any of these materials, like the life of a "virus" or gene.

To me, these things no longer, and really perhaps never did belong to anyone in particular, they were communications that were broadly used by whoever could make use of them, seen wherever they were seen, which referred to what was known and experienced and universally public and free, the elements, the things in nature, the heavenly bodies like the stars, and no one on the Earth owns these things exclusively or ever should be allowed to make such a claim. People should be slain who try to horde up the air, the water, and exploit things, both considered inert and unliving and the living things.

Instead we have total mismanagement of what is owned, so that the people living here for example are shipping out all their natural resources outside and importing other natural resources to themselves, pretty ridiculously, so thst our local prices for things that we have around are higher than they should be because we don't get the primary access to them!

This sort of stuff is so depressing. I am not an Arab, I am not from the Mayan places, but I use these things, and I feel that whoever uses them and makes use of them may be a more respectable heir to them than those who don't really, or who approach them in a more mangled fashion post-Christianization and being chewed up by the colonial machine.

I believe that the baseline of communication from humans has remained largely the same, that there is only one true religion which is all inclusive of everything anyone has thought up so far and used across the world, and that we can pick and choose, accept and reject, just like anything in the day that we pick and choose and accept and reject, and I don't draw too harah of a line between the truth I can extract and explain from fiction or from nature, or from fictionalizing nature or naturalizing fiction and making it relate to the apparent reality even if it was produced based on available ideas from this reality in order to operate in a fictional world originally, the intentions of any of these artists is secondary or of less concern as to what I may be able to do with anything for my own pleasure in this brief set of experiences in this reality.

[kFoyauextlH]

This is a bit depressing. The local thrift store at walking distance (15 minutes) is closing down on the 16th of August. An online billion dollar company seems to have run a scam today where they made people arbitrarily hyped and waiting for some items to be released with a countdown then never actually released them, wanting people to pay for a premium account first or to get them, after saying they would be available to the customers, the page then wouldn't load and never offered a buy button and then set it back to requiring a premium account, which was all very bad will inducing for customers, and because of that I cancelled a lit of things I had in pre-order. I bought the items I had wanted second hand so that they don't get any money directly, but it is still very annoying. The final straw will be Amazon, and they have already been irritating by cancelling things without much notification that I've been very early to pre-order, but they prioritize shipping them to other people, hatefully, probably even late comers that get it at reduced prices sometimes too. All these businesses are being run terribly and they don't even seem to be making good use of the available technology to improve sales and the buyer experience, and they don't seem to care to test anything or listen to feedback, often making constant arbitrary improvements that actually mess things up more very frequently.

So I'll hopefully be saving a lot more money. It is hard to enjoy anything anyway while m*ss m*rder is going on the way it has been. I'm watching a popular trending movie called Kpop Demon Hunters about murdering Palestinians just like Minecraft and probably others, since they depict them somewhat similarly in all these as just standing around (with no shelters because they destroyed them all).

A lot of rich J people are suddenly visible and out and about here like never before, choosing to move into this area as it is still relatively cheap and with available spots, and the things for the poorer people are being wiped put, and basically people are being run out of the area, so that nothing is affordable for the people and they just wait them out until they die or are forced away, and might help things along with quick evictions and fires and ignoring all kinds of problems with the buildings or itching to condemn them and force everyone to move on short notice. There are slight protections but barely any to give much confidence overall.

It isn't like options to upgrade along with everything else are even readily available, it is just leaving people behind and watching them suffer and lose everything and be overtaken, it is miserable, and it is being done across North America and elsewhere, the bunch here happen to be wealthy Chinese people and J people who are choosing to move here more than ever before. They do behave differently from others, with a lot of snottiness, uptightness, racism, sneering, bullying strangers for fun, it is like nothing I've ever seen before, and they cut past lines and do lots of terribly rude and obnoxious things, like they are trying to provoke people or something or start trouble, but everyone just wants to avoid any altercation or incident and scuttles off with their head down or ignores the totally out of bounds rudeness or provocation efforts, but it is sick and I've never seen any other cultural group act in such a fashion. They even made it uncomfortable for me to walk down a certain path because there are these two scary trolls who sit on the bench and attack people and harass them as they walk buy, the guy even approached me to try to attack me while making some racist joke. This whole G*z* thing has made them completely unhinged and exposing how horrifically nasty and race obsessed their culture is at this point, like they are in my opinion very lost and far from any norm. Everyone else seems nicer by far in comparison, like there is no comparison once they are being seen and are acting so overtly nasty towards anyone they want to, seemingly pretty randomly, lash out upon. They seem to feel like they will never be touched or daring people to even say anything. This isn't even G*z*, but they are acting like they are superior to everyone around, with no real justification for that except maybe their wealth. No one but these people jam themselves in front of others or pull open doors for themselves that one is standing in front of already or just cutting in front of somewhere one is standing and looking at something, it is very shameless.

So things seem to be headed downhill here again.

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Are you familiar with The Backrooms?

[kFoyauextlH]

Moved to the Temple Of Lolth due to mention of spiders.

[kFoyauextlH]

Oh yeah, in the beginning of the trip there was some weird stuff too, where I had to leave crouching because of a spider web right in the corner of the back door with a spider on it right where my face would walk through, and then when I left that moment there was a guy walking right there and looking and then he went down another street, but I disappeared from view by walking straight and it was like a corner forms or one can't see me on that path even though it is right ahead, so I turned to look back few times and wave while I was still visible. There was a guy sitting on a ridge at the side where later the strange car with the headlights left on would be, and he was acting weird also.

All this because I wanted some potato chips lol.

The moon was a very stark half and half, half of it couldn't be seem, like a corner.

It was a mysterious trip, full of something that might include themes that appear in relation to whatever this Backrooms stuff is niw, or was at some point.

So the spider had gotten food too when I returned, I knocked and was spoken to from behind the long shades so couldn't see and opened the door and I bowed low, and entered. The "fear of the spider" element was a running theme along with all this, down to the web drawn on the girl's face on another day, and the web looking similar to the web outside my back door that I have to bow low under, because of how both are sideways, like it isn't a complete web but a very specific shape and direction and both are C shaped or partial, so it is very weird to have that on a girl's face and right outside my door. The weirdness has been extremely heightened lately as I myself feel like I am in a strange limbo.

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The word "limbo" comes from the Latin limbus, which translates to "border," "edge," or "hem".
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The dance "limbo" is not directly related to the theological concept. It's believed to have originated in the West Indies, possibly from the word "limber," and involves a person bending backward to pass under a bar.
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Pass under.

https://www.etymonline.com/word/limbo

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limbo(n.1)
region supposed to exist on the border of Hell, reserved for pre-Christian saints (Limbus patrum) and unbaptized infants (Limbus infantum);" c. 1300, from Latin limbo, ablative singular of limbus "edge, border" (see limb (n.2)). In frequent use in Latin phrases such as in limbo (patrum), which is entirely Latin, but the in was taken as English and hence the Latin ablative became the English noun. Figurative sense of "condition of neglect or oblivion, place of confinement" is from 1640s.
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The Backrooms.

liminal(adj.)
"of or pertaining to a threshold," 1870, from Latin limen "threshold, cross-piece, sill" (see limit (n.)) + -al (1). Related: Liminality.

https://warhammerfantasy.fandom.com/wiki/Ranald

The crossed fingers and crossroads have been coming up a lot.

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Ranald may even see fit to reveal the great joke of life to his priests, inspiring irreverent laughter in his own devoted in the face of the unsettling, intimidating, and terrifying.[1l]

The Cult of Ranald is, by general perception, a disorganised rabble of charlatans, thieves, and ne'er-do-wells.[3e] Authority figures loathe the worship of Ranald and do not embrace its clergy as they do those of other cults of the Old World,[9c] despising him as a god of thieves and scoundrels. Even the Empire's middle-class, who try to honour most of the gods equally to insure every aspect of their lives against calamity, dislike him, specifically the law-abiding folk.[6c] He is spoken of by the orthodox leaders of other cults as the wicked trickster god, a patron of "base personages."[9c]

However, Ranald is a far more popular god than one could determine by counting temples in the street.[9c] His cult is more co-ordinated than it appears,[3e] popular throughout the Empire and the Old World among a broad swath of people.[4a] He is popular among the urban poor,[6c] is a hero to the masses, and is beloved by all those whose daily tasks revolve around money.[9c] Those who dislike him still ensure the proper coins are slipped to the right people so that he will turn his eye from their businesses,[6c] and because he so loves to see the mighty fall, powerful merchants who got where they are by prayer to Ranald are sure to donate a great deal of their wealth to his cult.[9c]

Those who feel the unequal socioeconomic system of the Empire has kept them down, those who are addicted to risk, and those who want justice for the poor are all drawn to Ranald's cult.[4a] Anyone who seeks wealth, feels they have been cheated or downtrodden, desires to break a string of bad luck, or simply wishes to hold on to what riches they have already accumulated, prays to Ranald. Common folk do so whenever they need something, as unlike most other Gods, it is believed that if you pray enough to Ranald and really need what you request, he will hear you and you will receive.[9c]

Ranald blends truth and lies as if there were no difference.[3c]
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A deity of the common people, the fickle luck god, the quintessential rogue, Ranald is all these things and more.[1d] He is the god of thieves who steal as much for the thrill as for the reward.[4a] He is the trickster happy to pull down the lofty and raise up the low.[9c] He is the champion of freedom[8b] who shelters and supports those who fight for it.[1l] He is the laughing champion of the downtrodden, the bane of the self-important, the night prowler.[4a] He is the god of the weak, the forgotten, and those who need a change in fortune.[9c]
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https://warhammerfantasy.fandom.com/wiki/Cult_of_Ranald

9:19 A.M.

[kFoyauextlH]

Also, I watched a show called Untamed, and I'm watching another called Department Q and The Residence, and each of these has all these themes connected to what may come up in relation to The Backrooms as well as what I brought up in my story.

It is interesting also for this thread to be the one these themes appear in, because this was always a thread to do with the puzzle of movement, desiring, aversion, and certain complicated variants to do with attaining and not being able to. So tied also with that are how the annoying toy company thing caused them to lose customer goodwill and how unexpected results occurred due to that and I went to find it in some other way.

[kFoyauextlH]

What in the world? I was able to purchase the thing suddenly right after writing that. The sold-out thing with no button for premium members only, and I was able to order it? Now I've bought this extra stuff by other means, so what the heck? I bought two of the one that isn't showing up as available currently though.

I was also going to write something about that figure, Sauron from Marvel and Sauron from Tolkien's work that the character was named after, in Boethiah Khaine or another thread, though this may be the thread where it ends up being appropriate somehow, since each of those characters have something they want and something they don't want, as well as wanting what they can't have and having what they don't want. There is so much more related to those characters and the themes that they tie to, from the historical record also. Both also relate to a hypnotic and ability, and then Tolkien's Sauron relates also to other themes connected to fire and bats, which both also appear in a winged figure of Camazotz, who was quite similar toarvel's Sauron who has bat-like wings and is vampiric and was originally going to be a werewolf or a vampire character, but they had to "work around" the censorship issues making it that they couldn't have what they wanted, so ended up with a pterodactyl instead.

[kFoyauextlH]

https://www.reddit.com/r/Marxism_Memes/ ... e_to_this/

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https://www.reddit.com/r/Marxism_Memes/ ... e_to_this/

Lol yeah sounds about right.

[kFoyauextlH]

I saw a video about this:

https://youtu.be/aZCkDcwNayU?feature=shared

I don't understand what in the world it is or is good for, but I never want to be in these sorts of positions or in this sort of proximity with practically anyone or anything ever. Way too much hugging and kissing going on between these macho dudes.