Talona: Neverborn

[kFoyauextlH]

Temple Of Mystra (TO Myst)

Mystra Mystara

Tell me I am saying Nothing again and again what has already been said!

Tell me how he said it before and you can show me and when I seem to say another thing that it has been revealed before and I will say that the mind of God is small if it can not speak anything new yet in truth it speaks a thing only ever once and has never said it again.

Thus we are known as the dead but living, the undead forever, newborns and stillborns and never born again, the decimated and returned to and from what isn't us and never will be and how canthere be one key when there isn't even a lock. Beyond one the fool says 2 and the wise say Nothing whilst unsilent as they would truly speak in a different language, one not made of omissions like the speaking of those who do not see but say.

When you see, you speak, and you report it, and you do not hide anything. The blind the deaf and the dumb hide and are hidden because they think there is something to gain and something to lose and something to hold on to. None are more deceived than those who speak of matters as Nothing Does and they are not responsible for Doing Anything but Will which rides them to the sea like frightened swine.

To be a pig is to live right.

Now after writing that I am on an amazing adventure researching the potentially recently deceased or stroke victim neighbor whose name I kust discovered through torn up mail of a pornographic publication. He used to practice the Occult and was mentally ill with Schizophrenia and used to pull out something from a cabinet near or against the wall and recite and chant over and over to get the evil Azmayel away from them by the power of the Pen Tack Uhl as they pronounced it.

[atreestump]

We are indeed at odds with the world. Maybe the schizophrenic is more in touch with real being?

[kFoyauextlH]

Schizophrenics that I have met serm to make the mistake of believing things, and that makes them similar to the seemingly sane. They also have a strange love or attraction or emotionalism attached to numbers which they seem to obsess about regardless of the other aspects of their thinking. I've seen that multiple times. Many of thethings they say can be taken to represent certain amazing truths and relations which makes their dialogue of interest at times but because they strongly believe what they say as the truth and are at times willing to violently insist on that, it makes them less flexible, and more difficult to enjoy, since if life demonstrates anything, it demonstrates that Tue only joy for any of us is in seeing things bend, and bending ourselves. The inflexible we make bend by imprisoning them and breathing a sigh of relief. The wisest among us are the most comfortable with bending, especially over, and hiding their vomit afterwards.

[kFoyauextlH]

So this gives me a rough idea of the time around when that crazy guy died, he was such a nuisance and made so many years uncomfortable by being so crazy and loud and there always being a fear he may come out of his apartment at any moment if I'm checking the mail. He also banged on the wall, threatening to kill whoever or whatever he was imagining was on the other side of it, which he blamed for all kinds of sounds that were going on with the pipes or something. He was arguing with an unseen entity before then and all the while, what a nightmare to think back to, and what a relief when they died. I saw them out at the grocery store interacting courteously and in a friendly way with the cashier, and I thought little did they know what an intolerable *ss that man was lol, he would bang on a glass with a spoon or something and make lots of noise celebrating games he was watching or listening to, do loud rituals where he repeated things, would threaten to behead me as he thought there was a witch on the otherside of the wall lol, not wrong there maybe, but he never heard a peep from me since I was totally silent because I didn't want them to hear anything. He had a nasty attitude and would lash out at every sound. Towards the end, he seemed to have left all kinds of toxic waste like feces and urine or something in the tub and toilet, and that could have been something about the pipe problems where nothing was being done about all kinds of sewage flowing into our apartments, especially mine as far as I'm aware, and it flooded this whole place, possibly twice I think, until we tricked the government to do something as the management refused to. What a hell I've lived through for no apparent reason at all, and I'm meant to think fondly looking back?



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@franklarocque486
1 year ago
I turn 77 in July. With less days in front of me than behind, I've become very nostalgic. This scene, not only the words but her expressions, has brought tears to my eyes more than once. It seems very sad, but also brings eternal hope of a new day that's approaching.

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@jimsweeney7339
1 year ago
67 myself, I'm behind you but not that far. I come back and listen periodically, think of what was and what is still to come. hope you had a nice birthday!

@MaxKasai-zm5mz
1 year ago
im only 19 but i love this song so much!

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@janebook294
1 year ago (edited)
Hopefully We will see the face of God ! I too am coming to the end of the road ,I have no fear only Hope

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@msck1943
1 year ago
Yes, I'm 80, and I know exactly what every word means; I love my beautiful memories. They are stronger than the world I am in now. If the now is to be a memory, it will be so different.

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@annainspain5176
10 months ago
62 but most of my past was difficult and unhappy. The last 25 years have been the best, partly because I have learned what really matters.

@htia3930
9 months ago
I’m kind of struggling to decide what really matters in life, could you share some thoughts? Thank you!

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@annainspain5176
9 months ago
@htia3930 Your core beliefs, the things that are not negotiable, are what matter. Took me 55 years to learn that the people who are quick to criticise you wouldn't even consider changing their ways to accommodate you! People say No to me all the time and expect me to accept it and survive, so it's okay for me to do the same. People will be happy to use me, but they won't like or respect me for it.

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@julielarocque9151
9 months ago
@htia3930I’m a recovered alcoholic who’s been in Recovery (AA) since 1992 & completely dry/sober since 4-15-2003. What matters is God, family & close friends. So many years wasted in selfishness & self centeredness, but no more. The God I knew (Father, Son & Holy Spirit) as a child has now returned. But actually He never really left because it was me that wandered away like the “Prodigal Son”. CYH

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@birdseye_2020
8 months ago
Happy belated! I've felt that feeling you described since my early 20s. Albeit, now in my 30's, I still feel nostalgia and melancholy for a time predating my existence (in this lifetime at least). Hope you have a happy holiday and cheers to many happy years ahead.

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@tantick8216
2 months ago
Your beautiful words just made me cry I get you I also am 1 with more behind me than in front my heart skipped a few minutes after mu daughter sent me tickets ,,this is my heaven on earth x

@Holy_canoli
1 month ago
13, the music really tells the tale though

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@ForgedColdBrew
1 month ago
I’m 21 and reading all these comments makes me so emotional. I am so excited to age and experience all that life has to offer, thank you to all the older folks providing their perspective, this song has always made me reflect and tear up.

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@yooshinwoo6008
1 month ago
Who knows the end, just thak god for looking a new day has begun.

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@mariskelley8831
1 month ago
I'm 40 & this hits a lot harder than it did in high school. Especially the line "I can smile at the old days, I was beautiful then". I hate what I see in the mirror now

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@flickchick0617
3 weeks ago
Yes, a new life awaits us all, and you’re just a little bit closer to experiencing it. May Our Heavenly Father Bless You and Keep You, All the Days of Your Life

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@JustSavRose
2 weeks ago
U are a strong matriarch and I appreciate your life!

@JanayLedbetter
13 days ago
Thank you! I am 73 and so get what you said. Much Love to you.

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@heidibarrett6400
2 days ago
​@mariskelley8831I'm 48, and I understand completely! But just last night my husband told me I'm beautiful . I'm choosing to believe him.
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https://m.youtube.com/@flickchick0617



Haha, those people and their comments lol.

I feel SO unlike them.

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/p9oqtTzzWMs/hq72 ... 674QZG-3hA



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@khaysalac8553
2 years ago
This song is masterpiece

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@FierceBear
2 weeks ago
Fr ❤ makes me happy-sad




@WisteriaYoun
1 year ago
I love this looking at the sunset with the owner of your heart❤

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@FierceBear
2 weeks ago
❤❤

@AJay-p5z
3 months ago
whos here in 2025

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@FierceBear
2 weeks ago
Me this song makes me think about my life ❤ ima make my life a great one
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The song is SO annoying.

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@nm13cntknomarried35
3 years ago
Waaaaaooooooww miserabe man bestt freeee sekali alais pantoge taman kawan hahahahha hahahahaha hahahahaah hahahahah hajar fren teman kawa anak keluarga as itu tapi dia ditolong dibantu warga dan anak2 dan anak2 sebagai senjatanya hahahahaha hahaahahah hahahaahah ahahahahaahaha hajar freeenn teman kawan bessstt freenn..
Waaaaoooooww niken maryunesti rancak urang kayo gadang no baralek misebela man indosiar dan sctv....

Translation:

Waaaaaooooooww miserabe man bestt freeeee once alais pantoge garden friend hahahahha hahahahaha hahahahaah hahahahah beat fren friend kawa children of the family as it but he was helped by residents and children and children as his weapon hahahahaha hahaahahah hahahaahah ahahahahaahaha beat free friend best friend frest.
Waaaaoooooww niken maryunesti nice rich people no wedding misebela man indosiar and sctv ....

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@mattscheibert2715
2 years ago
Indonesia?




@aFoxyFox.
0 seconds ago
Stupidvania
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Madurese_people

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Traditionally, in terms of the socio-economic life of the Madurese people, there had been a visible impact on their national character. They are often characterized as hard workers, stubborn,[30] courageous, possessing integrity, loyal, generous, fair; and, at the same time, sharpness, resentment, extreme frugality, isolation, arrogant, hot-tempered,[31] prone to violence and distrust towards strangers - especially against the backdrop of kindness and sociability of their neighbors such as the Javanese people.[18][21][32][33]

In rural areas, the Madurese still practice an ancient tradition of vendetta, called carok [id] (also spelled charok), which literally means "battle of honor". In the 1990s, law enforcement agencies in each of the four districts in Madura recorded dozens of cases each year.[34] The killing may provoke resentment, quite small by the standards of ordinary European or Indonesian. According to local criminal statistics, most of the reason for such attacks are usually molestation of women or property dispute, but it often happens that the Madurese's cruel revenge is motivated by an insufficiently polite treatment or insult in public places to one's honor.[34][35]

The instrument of revenge used in this dueling is often the traditional Madurese crescent knife, celurit which is the most common peasant weapon and in some areas and also the attribute of traditional male attire. In such cases, the avenger usually prepares the celurit in advance in an event of dueling by casting special spells on the weapon.[32][33][36]

Sometimes, in the "battle of honor" are involved several people from each side are involved - relatives and friends of the offender and the offended- and then it turns into a bloodbath. Such massive bloodshed has repeatedly occurred in Madura, even in the 21st century. The most famous incident in recent years, a mass carok occurred on 13 July 2006 in Bujur Tengah village, Pamekasan Regency, East Java, Indonesia, resulting stabbing and killing of seven men and seriously injuring nine people.[37][38]
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@roberthintze5437
6 years ago
14 there,my god what a happy time,good music,no twerking monsters,no selfies,no self destroyers....and ok .no youtube.you see,at 49 no one can say im a yesterday man...but what a big time we had......with a smile

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@firefox69
5 years ago
ok boomer
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[kFoyauextlH]

I have very little to do with anything at all. Maybe even nothing, but that might be too much to really believe at this point, even though it may be true.